Story Of A Little Girl

"People never know how special someone is until they leave"

But maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!

Seriously I'm sick with my relationship among my housemates. I dunno what to do anymore to make the past be the future . I already apologize to them if I make mistake through part of our friendship but its still the same. No changes !

I dunno if I already done big mistake until they can't forgive me . If I did , I take this opportunity to apologize again to you guys . Please forgive me and I really hope our friendship back to normal .

*Suddenly thinking about Emma*

I really miss all my sweet moments with you Emma !
But it seems like all our sweet moments are gone ! I know I always disappointed you with my behaviour eventhough thousand times I said sorry to you but I really hope that you can forgive me again and I do really hope we can be like past.

Sometimes if I tried to be like past , tried to make jokes , it seem like you ignored me. And I dunno what should I do to make you conscious with my present in front of you. Maybe I'm wrong too because I always concerned more about Sara but I hope this is not the reason for you to hated me that much
I LOVE all my housemates including you Emma! But I feel liked I'm losing you day by day. I hope if you read this , you can forgive me and I hope we can be like past. I throw away all the bad memories with you and tried to build new sweet memories with you but yet still I cant get new memories with you .

I really miss the old Emma . I want to be like the first we know each other. I miss the moments we together awake unti morning and chat everything in one night. I miss the moments we share our secrets . Its really fun and I hope we can do like that again, Emma.

Emma , from the bottom of my heart , I'm sorry for what I've done . Hope you can forgive me and I do really hope we can be like past . I hope you can be the old Emma and I can be the old Khaty and we can be friend like first.

I miss the old Emma!

It was an unexpected thing that my dear Sara did yesterday at my blog . You know what she did yesterday ? I think yesterday is her first time drop a comment at my blog . It was an unexpected for me .

She's commented on my 30 Sept 09 posting . Actually the posting is all about my unsatisfied feeling towards someone . And I did not mentioned who is that "someone" .

* Sape yang makan cili dialah yang akan rasa pedasnye kan *

Sara did commented on that posting and asked me who is that "someone" ? If I was mentioned about her , dia minta maaf sangat - sangat .

But Sara , I swear it wasn't about you my dear . I was mentioned about someone else . I am very sure you are my best friend that will never break my heart ever so there's no reason for me to feel unsatisfied towards you my dear . Please don't think I was talking bad about you in my blog .

Aku tak nak la disebabkan perkara ni nanti kau dah tak selesa nak kawan dengan aku . Sumpah kau bukan la orang yang aku maksudkan tu . Jujur selama aku kawan dengan kau , sikit pon aku tak pernah terasa hati or terguris dengan kata - kata or perbuatan kau terhadap aku . So meaning to said , you are the best friend that I ever had . So after this , dont think negative ok . Posting ni khas tuk kau sebab aku tak nak kau salah faham terhadap aku .

Oh ya ! Just in case you read my blog , I just wanna said take care of yourself ok . Ingat semua pesanan aku sebelum kau balik hari tu tau .

• Jangan kena hujan walaupon setitk .
• Jangan lupa makan ubat ikut masa .
• Jangan makan kicap and makanan yang berminyak and bergoreng .
• Minum air kelapa banyak - banyak .
• Jangan lupa pakai bedak sejuk .
• Rehat secukupnya .
• Yang paling penting jangan lupa aku

You guys must wondering why I said like that rite ? Fyi , my dear Sara tu baru je kena chickenpox semalam . Cian dia . Thats why la aku bagi pesanan yang banyak kat dia supaya dia cepat sembuh

Sara get well soon !

Im gonna miss you !