Opppsss! Don't get confuse with my posting title okey. *kang silap haribulan korang dah tak mendarat kat blog ni lg*
It doesn't mean that I'm not blogging anymore.
It just that my last posting about my problems with my housemates. I want this posting be the last posting about that. I'm really tired to keep story again and again about the problems. Plus you guys mesti dah boring kan baca story yang sama je dari aku. Promise,this will be the last one and tonight I want to clear everything in my mind so my blog is the place for me to say all this. Guys, I hope after this we can get back to normal.
To Tika,I'm sorry for what I said about us in my previous posting. Maybe my words is too harsh if you read it *bak kata Sara*
but I'm not mean to hurt you. It just that time I feel very unsatisfied and mad towards you. So I said all that. I'm sorry for the harsh words that might hurt you. I don't know why our friendship become like this. Maybe this is a sign that will make our friendship last forever. Who knows right?
I hope it is true.
Honestly, fyi, I feel relief that all my unsatisfied feeling , or any bad feeling towards you has gone. Now I feel that I can be the old Khaty that can smile or make jokes in front of you like before. Maybe lepas Sara macam agak marah kat aku and macam menyampah kat aku pasal sume ni , baru la aku sedar dari semua mimpi ngeri ni. *Sara, am I rite that you feel annoyed with me?Sorrila kalo aku terlalu berfikir sampaikan aku terfikir pasal tu*
Benda ni semua berlaku seolah-olah macam ada sesuatu yang merasuk aku untuk terus bermasam muka dengan kau Tika. *Gila ngeri*
But I'm glad that I can be the old Khaty like before. I want to treat you like I treat Athiqah Nabila Bt Aznan during semester two.
I do really hope that you can forgive me and I want we get back to normal like before. Just one thing, I hope we can forget our nightmares. Its kinda scary and can ruin our friendship.
Serius babe, aku rindu gila time kita bergelak ketawa macam dulu.
Rindu gila nak hangout ramai-ramai macam dulu. I hope after this we can still do the same activity like before
Please forgive me okey.
Oh ya! To my dear Sara, seriously after I talked with you through phone just now I feel sad. I feel like crying . *Touching lebih*
You know why I feel like that? Sebab aku tiba-tiba terasa seolah-olah macam kau marah and benci kat aku pasal semua ni. I don't know why tapi itulah yang aku rasa dari hari tu. This is what I want to tell and ask you actually but I scared to tell and ask it. So I decided to tell you through this blog. Maybe you try to advice and help me to settled it but the way you said to me make me wanna cry.
Kau marah or benci aku ke??
I MISS YOU GUYS!
Tika hope we can be like this. I miss this moments!
Hope we can have this kind of sweet memories again